Josh's Little Page of Doom

Thank You Rush.

2009-06-13T04:56:17Z

Proud swagger out of the schoolyard
Waiting for the worlds applause
Rebel without a conscience
Martyr without a cause

Static on your frequency
Electrical storm in your veins
Raging at unreachable glory
Straining at invisible chains

And now youre trembling on a rocky ledge
Staring down into a heartless sea
Cant face life on a razors edge
Nothings what you thought it would be

All of us get lost in the darkness
Dreamers learn to steer by the stars
All of us do time in the gutter
Dreamers turn to look at the cars
Turn around and turn around and turn around
Turn around and walk the razors edge
Dont turn your back
And slam the door on me

Its not as if this barricade
Blocks the only road
Its not as if youre all alone
In wanting to explode

Someone set a bad example
Made surrender seem all right
The act of a noble warrior
Who lost the will to fight

And now youre trembling on a rocky ledge
Staring down into a heartless sea
Done with life on a razors edge
Nothings what you thought it would be

No hero in your tragedy
No daring in your escape
No salutes for your surrender
Nothing noble in your fate
Christ, what have you done?

I F***king Love This Song

2009-06-08T00:47:54Z

E.S.T Lyrics White Liesat Lyrics Song WordsHomeContactPrivacy PolicySITEMAPE.S.T Lyrics White Lies

White Lies Lyrics - E.S.T Song Words

Song Words by Artist / Band : White Lies
Lyrics Title : E.S.T
Available on Album : To Lose My Life
Released : January 19, 2008 - Album
Music Genre : Indie Rock

(Song Data Information from : Wikipedia)

The music from episode of Gossip Girl - “In the Realm of the Basses”

If you tell me to jump then I'll die
In my dreams I'm there
I always hoped that I'd learn how to fly
In my dreams I'm there

You can tie my hands to the walls
But you can't tie my dreams to this place
I might fall like a rock from your heart
But you won't see me fall from grace

Fate always loses hope
Like electric sparks in my heart
Fate always loses hope
Now be a good girl and do what you're told

If you tell me to jump then I'll die
In my dreams I'm there
I always hoped that I'd learn how to fly
In my dreams I'm there

I leave my memoirs in blood on the floor
And my fears with the nurse on the stairs
I'm only going where you'll be some day
So don't say rest in peace in your prayers

Fate always loses hope
Like electric sparks in my heart
Fate always loses hope
Now be a good girl and do what you're told

I hope you, remember me
I hope you, never pretend for me
I hope you, remember me
I hope you

Fate always loses hope
Like electric sparks in my heart
Fate always loses hope
Now be a good girl and do what you're told

I hope you, remember me
I hope you, never pretend for me
I hope you, remember me
I hope you, never forget about me
I hope you, remember me
I hope you, never pretend for me
I hope you, remember me

If You're Close to Me You Know Why I Posted This

2009-06-03T04:00:15Z

Dammit - Blink182

It's alright / to tell me / what you think / about me
I won't try / to argue / or hold it / against you
I know that / you're leaving / you must have / your reasons
The season / is calling / your pictures / are falling down

The steps that / I retrace / a sad look / on your face
The timing / and structure / did you hear / he fucked her?
A day late / a buck short / I'm writing / the report
I'm losing / and failing / when I move / I'm flailing now

And it's happened once again
I'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands
Sees through the master plan

But everybody's gone
And I've been here for too long
To face this on my own
Well I guess this is growing up

Well I guess this is growing up

And maybe / I'll see you / at a movie / sneak preview
You'll show up / and walk by / on the arm / of that guy
And I'll smile / and you'll wave / we'll pretend / it's okay
The charade / it won't last / when he's gone / I won't come back

And it's happened once again
You'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands
And sees through the master plan

But everybody's gone
And you've been here for too long
To face this on your own
Well I guess this is growing up

Well, I guess this is growing up

Stuff

2009-05-24T01:40:03Z

Sup bitches?

Things aren't too bad. Another year of college over waiting for next year so I can have enough cash to make one hell of a down payment on a house and plenty of dinero left over.

Again things aren't bad, my ex pulling the the high school book of "Look I have hickey's on my neck" really has upset me but whatever if we look back at the sentense ex is the key word there. Just pisses me off since we broke up I've heard so many different things from where I have no idea if we are friends, were friends *actucally after this last moment I am more than pissed off for once so good job 4 years of dating never made me this upset.* or whatnot. But whatever.

Stupid lack of a dating life. I totally gotta find a better way to balance work and play or build a mech.

But anyway thats all the bad mojo out of the way. Had Filet mingion tonight ohhhh so good. Gotta give props to those who served for the holiday Monday in the even I forget. Wish I wasn't sunburned but walking 12 miles was good and that kinda the abrided everything here.

I am really fucked up over I am going to be 30 in about two weeks. I feel like I am a failure as well I am single, live at home and the like. But then agian I am saving cash hard for a house not a stupid apartment *If I can afford the fucked up tax structure in this state tax the people that work so we can keep adding to the unwed teenage moms and drug addicts woo!*. But yeah I am scared to death but deep down happy too.

Anyway, just wanted to vent and say hey to all.

Me

ravagetheloyal @ 2009-03-15T00:18:00

2009-03-15T04:06:41Z

A hot and windy august afternoon
Has the trees in constant motion
With a flash of silver leaves
As they're rocking in the breeze

The boy lies in the grass with one blade
Stuck between his teeth
A vague sensation quickens
In his young and restless heart
And a bright and nameless vision
Has him longing to depart

You move me ---
You move me ---
With your buildings and your eyes
Autumn woods and winter skies
You move me ---
You move me ---
Open sea and city lights
Busy streets and dizzy heights
You call me ---
You call me ---

The fawn-eyed girl with sun-browned legs
Dances on the edge of his dream
And her voice rings in his ears
Like the music of the spheres

The boy lies in the grass, unmoving
Staring at the sky
His mother starts to call him
As a hawk goes soaring by
The boy pulls down his baseball cap
And covers up his eyes

Too many hands on my time
Too many feelings ---
Too many things on my mind
When I leave I dont know
What Im hoping to find
When I leave I dont know
What Im leaving behind...

Snicker.

2009-02-16T03:10:28Z

So sick of the hobos always begging for change
I don't like how I gotta work and
And they just sit around and get paid
I hate all of the people who can't drive their cars.
Bitch you better get outta the way
Before I start falling apart

I hate how my wife is always up my ass
She always wants to buy brand new things
But I don't have the cash.

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end.
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life!

How come I never get laid, nice guys always lose.
How could she have another headache
There's always some kind of excuse
I still hate my job, my boss is a dick
"I don't get paid nearly enough
To put up with all of your shit"

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end.
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life!
Yeah!

I hate that I can't tell when a girl's underage,
You know, I tell her she's a nice piece of ass,
Then her daddy punches me in the face

So if you're pissed like me
Bitches, here's what you gotta do
Put your middle fingers up in the air
Go on and say "Fuck you!"

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end.
Nothing turns out right There's no end in sight
I hate my life!

So much at stake, can't catch a break
I hate my life
No, it's nothing new hear " it sucks to be you"
I fuckin hate my life

ravagetheloyal @ 2009-02-11T21:17:00

2009-02-12T02:06:47Z

On the turning away
From the pale and downtrodden
And the words they say
Which we wont understand
Dont accept that whats happening
Is just a case of others suffering
Or youll find that youre joining in
The turning away

Its a sin that somehow
Light is changing to shadow
And casting its shroud
Over all we have known
Unaware how the ranks have grown
Driven on by a heart of stone
We could find that were all alone
In the dream of the proud

On the wings of the night
As the daytime is stirring
Where the speechless unite
In a silent accord
Using words you will find are strange
And mesmerized as they light the flame
Feel the new wind of change
On the wings of the night

No more turning away
From the weak and the weary
No more turning away
From the coldness inside
Just a world that we all must share
Its not enough just to stand and stare
Is it only a dream that therell be
No more turning away?

ravagetheloyal @ 2009-01-10T23:14:00

2009-01-11T04:05:08Z

A Whiter Shade of Pale is an awesome song.

Growl

2009-01-11T03:47:06Z

Being mildly drunk and looking at old post really isn't the best of ideas is it?

Why?

2008-12-28T02:58:13Z

Is it when I am drinking there is nobody to talk to!? Oh well, this shall be remedied by moving out yes...

Sorry for the Lack of Updates

2008-12-22T03:22:24Z

Sorry all.

Things aren't too bad.

College is over for 08 getting ready for 09.

About 16 inches of snow here or more, probably closers to 24 but too lazy to measure it.

The Rogue handles snow really well which makes me happy.

A bit drunk but less so now that I've drank 32oz of water. Now I need to pee stupid body functions.

Just remembering stuff oddly just trips I've took, from Christy and I visiting Stew and Nicky, to Montreal to VA Beach and NYC or just my random trips to Clarkson to see everyone or just Joe and co.

Oh and Itunes.

Hope all are well and have a good X-mas!

Me

Happy

2008-09-14T14:36:34Z

Things are not too bad right now. Busting tail at two jobs agian. Had a fun little trip to NY Friday where I got Coldstone Creamery Ice Cream and a pile of CD's and some good booze.

Drank alot last night and oddly I am remembering chunks of it but was fun. Vented some stuff I maybe should have keep quiet on but I feel better for saying something even if it was rather vague.

So got my first offer for my Transformers 5200 cash 6200 store cred *which since I want to stop collecting really doesn't help me much*. But 5200 is pretty good. Only problem being I cover shipping. So I am going to try one other site and see what I get. Not sure about ebay. Thought about it but seems like way too much time and energy.

Did some work for class today and that is going good except for totally spacing on where an option in Word 07 was but hey I got to show my class how to use the help feature :)

Hope all are well!

Me

Stuff

2008-09-06T12:37:44Z

So something that has been handy for me latly is not keeping my feelings on stuff bottled up or only talking about them online.

Course the one flaw with this is when something annoys/upsets me I tend to ramble but hey I feel better!

Don't know why I felt the need to post this but did :)

So already made 125 bucks off of selling my transformers collection sold 3 figures for 50,50 and 25 dollars respectively.

Got 55 megs of pictures to send to Bigbadtoystore on Monday.

If I get enough cash from this I am so putting it in my bank and looking for a nice small comfy apartment in town.

Growl

2008-09-05T16:08:51Z

Today started good, gave an exam at college. That went well.

But now sitting around doing nothing while I wait for my dad to get home so I can help him lift things back onto the deck. He does a great job of not thinking "Hey maybe everyone else made fucking plans!". So instead of enjoying my day off, I am sitting here doing nothing.

Just annoyed right now, this shit is so why I am hoping to be out of here sooner than later.

Just grr.

Happy!

2008-08-30T02:54:46Z

So college has started and things are going pretty damn well. Class is going good, my students seem like a good flock and things at Hannaford aren't even that bad. Found saying "Oh no you didn't ." To stupid customers is perfect retail therapy.

Car is running great and I am already getting like 28 MPG for an AWD I am insanely happy.

Taught today then hung with my friend Joe. Saw Christy at the mall as she works there now *Funny consdering how much she hates the place but it is the Holloween store so that makes sense*.

But I am insanely happy she is well. Really sans any emotional bitches I've had the last few months.

Anyway, think that was all I really wanted to say right now. Hope all are well and have a great Labor Day!

Me

Be Afraid

2008-08-26T00:55:39Z

So I am thinking of selling my whole Transformer/Gundam/Gi Joe/Macross/Star Wars/Go Bots/Zoids collection.

Yes you read that right, just for some reason it's not meaning as much to me anymore. I really don't know why either. So I am going to try fielding some offers for everything and then maybe seek out offers for indivdualized stuff.

Oh yeah college started back up today that was fun. Yay to teaching.

Really not much else to report weekend was fucked up and somehow I've ran into every fucking Ex except for Christy in the last 2 weeks. Though the I am mildly pissed side did smile at how two of them have 3 kids and retarded boyfriends/husbands and one seems to be nearing 300 pounds. Evil I know but for what was done to me I think it's horribly amusing. Bastard I am becoming. Still in the case of one woman I didn't see her for 10 fucking years I mean the hell?

Really thats it, loving the new car, back to working a lot and thats it. Gotta start weight training again as well I am getting a might pudgy myself heh. Stupid summer of depressive eating habits. Oh well.

Hope all of you I give a damn about are well.

Me

Things That Annoy Me and a Great CD Idea!

2008-08-14T06:08:01Z

Not feeling to bad, but just need to vent on a few things than anger the fuck out of me.

Customers- Yeah I know working in Customer Service this is a bad thing to have here. But after being yelled at by a customer who couldn't read fucking signs and somehow crushing her avacado this makes all customers enter my shit list. Sorry, you had a shitty day and can't ready that lemons are 3 for a dollar and limes are 3 for two dollars. Not my problem you don't need to raise your fucking voice at me. Only 3 people can do that to me, my family and well if I had one partner otherwise, consider your jaw a viable target if you want to scream at me like I am a child or dog.

Relationships- So as I've figured out the whole breaking up thing is the suck. Especally since I have a knack for the girls that give me the it's not you it's me, cheated on me or somehow I cared too much BS. But nothing annoys me as much as when I hear from a married friend how her husband bitched at her for having a small belly. Now mind you this lass is pretty cute and is a very petite women. She just as some fat on her belly from having 2 kids. Seems her husband was told by his parents that his wife was turning fat like her mom or some bullshit.

Now idontknow about any of you here. But hell I actually got into an arguement with my mom after Christy and I broke up and I told her about it and she bad mouthed Christy. Not in the hateful way but the you fucked my son over way and I even got mad about that as well I cared about her regaurdless. Now it seems this guy totally agreed with his family and even told his wife this which resulted in while hanging with a friend of mine today consoling her over this.

So yeah. That just grrr. Fucking people.

Now that I got that out of my system. In better news I test drove a Nissan Rogue today. Damn it was fun to drive, now if I can get the right price I will be a happy monkey and hanging with Joe, Jerry and Melissa was fun sans the whole other friend and her husband stuff. Just I am really finding people to be more and more unbelieveable.

Oh yeah, so at work the other day I started coming up with an idea for a fun metal CD about working in retail. Much in the line of Zimmer's Hole, Dethklok, Austrian Death Machine and others.

Band name Customer Service title CD Customer Service?

And a track listing, you may laugh more if you ever worked at retail.

1 Electric Store Manager of Satan's Dominion
2 Your EBT Card Won't Work in Hell
3 Payday Blues
4 It's the First of the Month Now Die
5 Deli Dicking
6 Meat Room Slaughter
7 The Liqour Store is My Friend
8 Hungover and Working On Express
9 Self-Scan Suicide
10 Rancid Smell of Putrid Waste from the Back Room
11 Babies Baking in the Bakery
12 It's Christmas and Your still an Asshole
13 You're Wrong; I am Right
14 Horrible Dismemberment in Produce
15 Satan Worshipping at the Service Center
16 Your Total is 666
17 The Working Useless
18 Resident Eldery
19 A Flamethrower and Bottle of Pills from the Pharmacy
And last but not least 20 Ode to the Cash Registers

Clarkson Joe already said he wants to buy this if a bunch of friends of mine and I can pull this off hehe.

But thats it hope all of you are good!

Me

BTW

2008-08-02T21:19:26Z

Unfriended a ton of posts from the last year. No reason to keep them private anymore.

ravagetheloyal @ 2008-08-02T17:03:00

2008-08-02T21:14:19Z

So this is a run down of my vacation which started on 7/27 til today.

Sat 7/26- Not alot had to work from 6-230. That was the suck. Opening has never been anything I particulary enjoy except for I don't need to deal with any people. After that picked up an expensive Tequilla for the week, went home and chilled with the family had a nice BBQ Steak dinner and booze lots of booze.

Sun 7/27- Hung out with my friend Joe, when to Nissan and looked at the Rogue which is more and more becoming my car of choice I think I will go visit there Tuesday. Hung with him then him and our friend Ben and wandered the local mall. After that went home and chilled with the fam, crab cakes and stuffed mushrooms for dinner then milled around on the net then sleept.

Mon 7/28- Got up showered and went to Castleton to ask some questions and pick out a book for my class this year. Found the book I like and even better they had a teachers edition and the like right there so I was pretty well set in no time. Got together with my friend Chris and we went to Burlington for the day. Fun times, went to Williston and milled about Toys R Us, Best Buy and their uber Wal-Mart. After that went too Church street to look at stores and Chris picked up some stuff from Quarterstaff Games. He got the latest expansions for Munchkin. I didn't find must that I felt I needed, but the new edition of the old school battletech and some crazy Anime boardgame looked neat.

Had dinner at the Ri-Ra, great Irish resturant on Chruch Street. We got the Irish Potatoe Cakes and Chris got Mac-n-Cheese and some crazy sandwich, while I got the BBQ Guniness Burger. *Drool*, got deserts too, Apple Tart for me and he got the the rasberry lava choclate cake. Hit up University Mall and got Machine Girl at Hot Topic and an Invader Zim shirt.

Headed back to his place to drink beer and what Machine Girl which was gerat BTW then play Ninja Gaiden 2 then home for the night.

Tue 7/29- Hung out with Joe's wife Melissa to play much Rock Band and drink Tequilla, that was about it, picked up a bottle of Herruda Tequilla for us and Sailer Jerry Rum for Joe. Joe got home work, we did a few odd things then back to their place for Rock Band, Nachos and Booze. Josh Nachos BTW the one fucking thing I can make that doesn't end in fire.

Wed 7/30- Hung with Joe and we went to Glens Falls, good times hit the Toys R Us in Lake George then went to Saratoga Springs, lunch at Arby's and hit up the assorted malls there. Joe found a copy of the Lost Boys two at Wal-Mart there. After that we walked through Saratoga Springs and had Coldstone Creamery, oh good stuff that was! I had the Coffee Lovers and he had the Perfect Peanut Butter Cup. After that we hit the Avation Mall which was good as I found some Transformers I wanted at that Target. After that we hit up Lake George and wanted around for a few hours and played many video games and hung up flyers for his Wrestling show. Went back to his place and chilled for a bit as he played Overlord then went home.

Thur 7/31- Got up cleaned my car. Hardcore, 2x washed the outside, waxed it and detailed the interior and got most of the crap off the rugs with cleaner and vacuumed. Then hung with Gordon and Kammie *Also known as Christy's Brother and Sister-in-law.* which was fun and more on the Christy part later. Had some wine and chilled chatted and played Munchkin Cuthulu then got foodage at Wendys' before going to Joe's to play the World of Warcraft boardgame which my team lost but whatever. After that Rock Band then home for the night.

Fri 7/1- Hung out with my friend Chris most of the day and played Soul Caliber 4 which I actually enjoyed, I really hated the last Soul Caliber as the difficulty was somewhere between hard and the fuck! But this was fun racked up a bunch of endings and got to see X-Box Live matchmaking in action. After that I went to Sports Legends for dinner and booze then hung with my friends Ben and Shanna and drank until I decided to head off. Then just drove around for a few hours out of boredom with my stereo blasting. Putzed through Clarendon, West Rutland, Proctor, Rutland and Middletown Springs *Not exactly in that order though*. Went home and slept.

Today just chilling and writing this for fun.

So today will be the last time I mention Christy on here I think. As well it's time for me to get my head out of my ass and move on. I am not thrilled about losing a friend of 10 years but what can I do you know if she's not interested either and feels as though it would be some from of psycho torture. That and Gordon telling me I am handling thing honorably didn't hurt just still sucks but whatever gotta keep on moving on.

Just would feel better if over the last 2 weeks I didn't run into every other ex that royally fucked me over. Maybe in the end I just gotta stop being the nice guy I am not sure.
Besides, between Castleton Starting and Hannaford I should have more than enough to keep and hell I am still alive and kicking so that has to stand up for something.

Later folks.

Me

Son of A!

2008-07-26T23:18:47Z

Sigh,

Stupid me thinking, hey remembering fun times last summer would be a great idea. Now I feel like poo. Stupid me.

But at least Google Earth gives a damn neat view of NYC.

ravagetheloyal @ 2008-07-13T09:18:00

2008-07-13T13:17:59Z

Your result for The Personality Defect Test...

Robot

You are the Robot! You are characterized by your rationality. In fact, this is really ALL you are characterized by. Like a cold, heartless machine, you are so logical and unemotional that you scarcely seem human. For instance, you are very humble and don't bother thinking of your own interests, you are very gentle and lack emotion, and you are also very introverted and introspective. You may have noticed that these traits are just as applicable to your laptop as they are to a human being. You are not like the robots they show in the movies. Movie robots are make-believe, because they always get all personable and likeable after being struck by lightning, or they are cold, cruel killing machines. In all reality, though, you are much more boring than all that. Real robots just sit there, doing their stupid jobs, and doing little else. If you get struck by lightning, you won't develop a winning personality and heart of gold. (Robots don't have hearts, silly, and if they did, they would probably be made of steel, not gold.) You also won't be likely to terrorize humanity by becoming an ultra-violent killing machine sent into the past to kill the mother of a child who will lead a rebellion against machines, because that movie was dumb as hell, and because real robots don't kill--they horribly maim at best, and they don't even do that on purpose. Real robots are boringly kind and all too rarely try to kill people. In all my years, my laptop has only attacked me once, and that was only because my brother threw it at me. In short, your personality defect is that you don't really HAVE a personality. You are one of those annoying, super-logical people that never gets upset or flustered. Unless, of course, you short circuit. Or if someone throws a pie at you. Pies sure are delicious.

To put it less negatively:

1. You are more RATIONAL than intuitive.

2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted.

3. You are more GENTLE than brutal.

4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant.

Compatibility:

Your exact opposite is the Class Clown.

Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Hand-Raiser, the Emo Kid, and the Haughty Intellectual.

If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits.

The other personality types:

The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

Be sure to take my Sublime Philosophical Crap Test if you are interested in taking a slightly more intellectual test that has just as many insane ramblings as this one does!

About Saint_Gasoline

I am a self-proclaimed pseudo-intellectual who loves dashes. I enjoy science, philosophy, and fart jokes and water balloons, not necessarily in that order. I spend 95% of my time online, and the other 5% of my time in the bathroom, longing to get back on the computer. If, God forbid, you somehow find me amusing instead of crass and annoying, be sure to check out my blog and my webcomic at SaintGasoline.com.

Take The Personality Defect Test at HelloQuizzy

Life and the Like

2008-07-08T00:13:08Z

So things are not too bad,

Saw Rush Saturday night and I must say the show was incredable, they put on a hell of a show and at a might over 3 hours I can say honestly rocked on out that and the whole band is Class with Geddy Lee wishing America a Happy Birthday as it was 4th of July weekend which was to me pretty cool *and of course good for a cheap easy from the crowd.*

But the show was great awesome music, the sights and sounds were wickedly well done and it was just alot of fun that and Neil Peirt is a God of drums IMHO.

So all and all things aren't bad, I think I've hit the anger stage in the break up period. Just really pissed at Christy now and really just want a fucking why. But oh well.

Oh got my free copy of Office 07 is neat, I love the new version of Access.

Anyway that is all.

Oh yeah. http://youtube.com/watch?v=FrejJHPnVfk&feature=related

One more reason Rush rules when you can have South Park open up one of your songs.

ravagetheloyal @ 2008-07-06T10:34:00

2008-07-06T14:35:15Z

Rush ruled that is all. Really their live show was insane! Even if you don't like them you need ot check out one of their live shows, these guys are class!

More updates later if this headache goes away.

Grr

2008-06-24T05:18:34Z

I hate that I can't decide what to do with Christy and I.

I really want to try to stay friends and not toss away knowing her for 10 years now. But at the same time is that just stupid for me to do?

I told her I was going to reply when I get my mind back together and I don't think I've even done that yet and her last email confused the fuck out of me as well.

"I'm feeling regretful. and stupid. I shouldn't fucking oscillate on
this but I haven't had anyone to really talk to yet.

I need more thinking time. I don't mean to sound like a bitch and I'm
not angry or hateful toward you at all, but preliminarily, staying
friends sounds like a recipe for more psychological punishment." That was her e-mail a few days ago to which I replied I still don't entirely know what to say.

I am also actually in agreement with pretty much everyone that has said drop her and move on and see if she comes back but to be honest I don't want to toss out 4 and half years even for the few stupid things that have occured. Of course the sad part is when I think about this I realise wait she 1- cheated on me almost cheated whatever and 2 this shit in the course of less than a year *September to be exact for number 1*.

Oh yeah and to top things off guess who works a store down from me in the Hannaford Plaza. Yeah lets just lay it all on me at once.

Grrr.

Anyway just wanted to vent before I crash yay to Nightquil.

In good news though at least the weekend was fun ZZ Top was a helleva fun concert can't wait to see Rush next weekend.

I am out.

Me

PS- Made this Friends Only as someone seems to have my LJ on their favorites list.

Fuckshit

2008-06-17T05:17:40Z

Well single again. Which is indeed the suck.

I don't think I really want nor need to into many gory detials here, if your important I will talk to you, you know who you are just worth mentioning.

Now trying to figure out whats next and also should probably talk to Christy about staying friends if she's cool with that. Or is that a bad idea? Idontknow and wish I did.

Anyway this day needs to end so I am off to bed.

Night all,

Me